Saturday, September 28, 2013

Chapter 24 (Part 1)


Hello this post is going to be long enshalah, and this post is dedicated to @__EmanA since she was nagging for this post! Enjoy x And leave me your feedbacks!



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" Ana nsait shay baro7 a5tha w bajy! " Dana said, and walked away quickly! Leaving us alone....


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" Shtabi 9ager? " I said while looking into his eyes, those beautiful eyes. 



I don't know why but i remembered the song Hatha meno, she says " من نظره دوخني وعلقني بشباكه



Those five words describe how i fell for 9ager but in simplicity ofc, those eyes are just so damn beautiful. 



" Dalal 7abebti shfech shaklch z3lana " He cupped my face and made me stare into his eyes deeper! 



I couldn't handle it anymore, i can't be mad at those eyes! Those beautiful puppy eyes! I can't resist 



A tear fell from my eye which allowed a stream of tears to fall! 9ager hugged me the moment he saw the tear, 




" 7ayati entay mn mz3lch? " He said while squeezing me into him 

" 6al3y eli fe galbch " He said as he slowly tapped on my back 


I started to cry harder! I didn't know how i could tell him, I'm the worst at hiding thing. 

I sat like 10 minutes crying, i didn't let go of 9ager! 



After a while i let go of him, i started to rub my eyes and sniff some air! 



" Dalalty? Mn mz3lch? " He said while making eye contact with me 

" Dalaltk? " I smiled as i wiped my tears، but i quickly remembered that I'm mad at him so i looked away 

" Eeh dalalty! Entay 7agi w bas, w eli yz3lch walah la arweh shay ma shafa! Entay bas golay mn mz3lch? " He grabbed me by my waist, i was so close to him



" Ent! " I said, i sounded like a child... But i was 9ager's child<3


" Ana? " He said confused but with a smile 

" Eeeh ent! " I said as a i looked away 

" Laish 3ad? Ana shswaitlch? " He put his hand on my cheeks, i looked at him 

" Sm3tk tara yom knt tklm w tgol ma7bha etha mat7bni 3ady gol! 6algni tara 3ady 3ndi " I said confidently, but i was afraid of the answer! I didn't want to lose 9ager. 9ager was my life, the love of my life actually! 

He suddenly laughed, 


" Shy'67k? " I said 

" 9ager yals5ef shy'97k! " I said angrily, as i put both my hands on my waist. 

" Hhhhhh gsmnblah entay nkta! " He laughed his head off! 


I was confused, hurt and sad. Why would he laugh? Is it a matter of laughing? HELL NO 


I cried again, when i tell you that I'm a drama queen I mean it!


Weirdo if your reading this, i admit it I'm a drama queen! 




" Dalola? Shfech 7yati? Walah knt at'3shmr entay fahma elsalfa '3ala6! " He explained as he hugged me







" 9ager etha ma t7bni gol ley! " I let go of him while looking at the floor, like its the most interesting thing ever. 




I was scared from the answer, so freaking scared.



What if he doesn't love me? 

What if i was living a dream that would end now? 

What if he was lying to me this whole time? 




" Dalal ana a7bich! W amoot 3ala elar'9 eli tmshen 3laiha laish mb ra'9ya t9dgen? " He turned my face and looked into my eyes 

" 3ajal laish msa3 tgol enk mat7bni w matwa6ni? " I looked at the ground, again 

" Mta? " He said confused 

" Msa3 shftk da5l feljam3ya tklm 7ad w tgol lah " I said 

" LAA!! Entay fahma elsalfa '3ala6 hw kan ytklm 3an maha w a- " I interrupted him when i heard her name



" MAHA? " I said while yelling

" 5aleni akml " 9ager said 

" Kaml kaml " I said while looking away 


He explained the whole situation, i felt so guilty! Why did i even doubt for a minute that 9ager doesn't love me? His eyes shows that he loves me. 















His attractive tanned skin which i adore 
His beautiful big eyes which i melt in 
His muscular body which i find hot 
His tall figure which i find adorable
His long nose which fits him 
His voice which i enjoy listening to




I can't finish describing him! He is simply indescribable. 




I don't know why but i remembered, لَيْسَ هُنَاكَ أضْعَف مِنْ امْرَأةٍ بيْن يَديْ رَجُل تُحِبُه


It describes me when 9ager hugs me, yes i was mad but all the anger which was in me was washed away. I love 9ager, i love his flaws, i love looking at him, i love everything about him!




" Dalolty? " He said while looking deeply into my eyes 

" 3yon daloltkkk " I said with my red face

" Fdait 3yonha! " He kissed my eyes, i blushed!

" T7beni? " He said, still looking into my eyes 




Beep beep. I received a new whatsapp! 


Ok that ruined the moment bas a7sn! Im still not ready to tell him that i love him.  



I ignored 9ager's questions and unlocked my iPhone, dana sent me a whatsapp saying


" Daloool ha ajy wla ll7en? " 


Awww cutie! 


" Danoo yalah t3aly baroo7 3anch etha majety " I sent her










" Mn yklmch? " 9ager asked 

" Dana, yalah al7en btjy " I told him 

" Ok yalah balmch w baro7 " He smiled as he pulled me into this warm, long tight hug! 


My arms were wrapped around his tummy and his hands were on my shoulders, it felt so good to be in his hands. 

He gave me a light kiss on my forehead and said " Bye! " 


But before he left i told him " Tara baro7 karak w chapati " I didn't wait for his answer i simply walked to my car. 

I knew he would say no bas 9j 5a6ri feh! I don't care whats the time now. 


I opened the car and sat on the driver's seat, waiting for dana. My door was open







Suddenly, i felt muscular hands pull me out of the car from my waist! 




" Lmn aklmch ma ta36eni '6ahrch w tro7en! Fahma? " 9ager's hand were hard on my waist, his voice was low but sharp! 


I noticed dana coming but when she saw us in that position ra7t! Pooooor dana :( L3wznaha! 


" Fahma fahma! Bas please let go off my waist! Your hurting me " I said in pain 

" Im not letting go! You gotta feel what i felt " His english fell from his tongue easily, i admired his american accent! But no this is not the time for flirting! Im dying from pain here. 


" 9ager 3an els5afa! let go " I said while trying to push his hands off me

" La t7awlen I'm way stronger than you " He laughed


After maybe five minutes of me trying to convince him to let go he finally did.


" Bas walah eni swaity hal 7rka feni mara thanya baswi fech shay mara7 y3jbch " He said angrily but in a low voice

"Ok ok, yala baklm dana mskena mn msa3 tn6rna " I said while calling dana,

" Mara7 tro7en katara al7en, fahma? " He said sharply

" FAHMA WALAH FAHMA " I yelled while laughing

" A7b eli yfhmon " He laughed while pushing me into the car, playfully.


9ager got into his car and waited for dana, dana came after 3 minutes. I saw 9ager leave, he gave me this adorable smile.





" 7mara klba 7ywana klshaaay!! Entay klshaay!!! T5leni an6r feljam3ya walah g3dt asolf ma3a elhnood mn elmalal!!! " She said angrily


" Hhaahhahah kthabaa!! " I laughed my head off! I drove back home.


" Hey hey!! Wain ray7a 3ala elagl 3w'9eni w weeny a5th karak! " She said

" Sorry but not todayyyy " I said

" Laish enshalah " She said, madly!

" 9ager ygol la " I said while laughing, her face expressions made me laugh

" Ya hal 9ager eli m5rb 3laina " She said while rolling her eyes

" Heyy! Tara mar'9a 3laih " I laughed











We got home safely, i texted 9ager before i slept.

















The next day i woke up and didn't find dana next to me :) i found a whatsapp from her saying that she had to leave because s3ood wanted her in a very important thing. 



I stretched my hands and got up from my bed, i went to the bathroom and did my business. I went down with my slippers and pajama's to eat breakfast and guess who i found? 










































































You guessed right! It was 7amad :p 





" 7AMAAAAD " I yelled while running to him 

6ab3an i hugged him quickly and tightly! 7ata ma36aita fr9a ygom he was sitting. Loool. 

" Shway shway!! " He laughed 


" Shaswi mshtagaaaa " I smiled 

I sat down and started to sip some of my hot chocolate. 


" Soo sh3ndkkk " I smiled 

" Walah 3ndy lach 5bar by3jbch " He smiled 

" Shtn6r? Goooool " I said excitedly 

" 56bt dana " He said 





















Dana? 


Dana men? 


My sister? 




When did all of this happen? 













" 7abebi mabrook!! Bas dana meen? " I said 

"  Dana!!! Your friend eli o5oha s3ood " He smiled 

" Abaaaih!! Cute walah knt adriii mn yom ma shftk shlon et6al3ha fe mlchtyyy " I smiled and got up and gave him another rib-breaking hug! 

" Hahahah! " He said 






So we talked about everything, after maybe four hours of talking and talking he left. 











I went back to my room and started to comb my hair, bas est'3rbt shfeh 9ager mat9l 3lay lal7een! 






I decided that i would call him, after a long time he decided to reply. 








But it wasn't 9ager's voice. 





It defintly wasn't! 









" Lw sm7t wain 9ager? " I asked politely 




" 9ager 36ach 3umrah. " He said 














With all my love, Dalal. xo 























Monday, September 16, 2013

Chapter 23 (Part 2)

Hello, this is going to be a short post! Im posting a long post fel weekend enshalah! Walah I'm sick fa 3a6ony wagt shway :(


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I took some soup and orange juice w i paid, but i swear i know that silver mercedes. Dalal? Dalal kant hny? Fe hal wagt? Shtswi!!! W laish ma galt ley?  Ma3laih ana arweha. 


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Back to Dalal's point of view!







" Dalal 5ala9 3ad! Dalola 3ashani? Zain ymkn fhmty '3ala6! " Dana tried calming me down


" SHNO FHMTA '3ALA6!! Agolch sm3ta ygol ma7bha wla awa6nha! Men eli may7bha? AKED ANA! " I sat on the floor and cried my head out, when i loved 9ager all of this happened? Why!



But i remembered that everything happened for a reason! I wiped my tears and got up, dana gave me a rib-breaking hug! I needed that. 



Dana let go after a couple of minutes, i rubbed my eyes couple of times my fingers were black! Mascara was all over the place. Dana handed me some tissues i cleaned my eyes, dana pushed the trolley and headed to 9oob elfreezers cause tabi nuggets w fries w halsowalf!



I was still sniffing, it hurts when you fall in love with person and they don't love you back. It hurts so much cause i fell hard for him. What did i do to him? But he told me he loved me! Oh my god, guys are liars! I don't want him anymore, I'm gonna ask for a divorce and travel to usa! Im gonna live there, I'm not going to marry any other stupid guy. Im not a game he can enjoy for a little while, i have feelings you know.  Im gonna show 9ager! Im gonna break his heart just like how he broke my heart. I changed my mind! No more running away and living in usa! Im gonna stay here and fight for my dignity, I'm gonna live with him and make him love me. When he loves me, I'm gonna break his heart.





" Dalola 7ayati entay 5ala9 " Dana cupped my face with her fingers


" Dana walah tara it hurts " I said


" Da- " She was cut off by a weird ringtone, " Dgega. " She said



" Alo?

Shtabi s3od?


Sa5eeeef uff!


Ana feljam3ya wya dalal


Eeh 3ady shfeha


Zain jwalk 3ndy


Lazm elyom?


Zain ta3al eljam3ya


Eeeeh eli 3nd bait dalal


Ok bye " She said, i noticed she was talking to her older brother s3od



Dana had only one brother which was s3ood, he loves dana very much! He cares about her, they go out every saturday together. Cute right? And he loves me too as a sister of course! Its been a long time since i saw him last time. Btw he doesn't know i got married. 





" Shyabi s3od? " I asked, my nose and eyes were still red.

" Yabi jawala, al7en beyji " She said

" Ok yalah 5anro7 en7asb " I said while pushing the trolley, heading to the cashier



" Dalal 3an els5afa ana badf3 " Dana said

" Chup bas chup " I said while handing the guy my credit-card.


I clicked my pin number, w the indian guy took the bags and i showed him my car


I was walking beside dana,



" DAANA " I heard s3ood yell,







S3ood Alx, dana's brother. He is very tall like maybe 189cm, he is fit with a macular body! Pointy nose and those beautiful hazel eyes which were sleepy 'na3sa' Dana has the same eyes. He has a tanned skin, 32 years old. Works in his father's company. He is handsome mashalah. 







" Asm3k walah mala da3y t9r5! " Dana complained as i laughed, s3ood approached to our side.


" Hala s3ood sh5bark! " I said with a smile

" Ana tmam walah w intay? " He said as he smiled back

" Ana ba3ad tmam! " I said

" Dom yarab, zain dana wain jawaly? " He said as he moved his gaze to dana

" Haaak la tmoot 3laina! " She handed him his porsche blackberry,


" Yala la tt25ron w rdw elbait 3ala 6ol, w mafi karak " He gave dana a look


" Hahah enshalaah!! " She laughed as we watched him get into his Black range rover


" Shdarah ena kna bnro7 na5th karak? " I laughed

" Hatha s3oood y5r3 y3rf klshay! " She laughed as we walked to my car,

" Yuma yn5af mna walah! " I was walking backwards, ya3ni knt a6al3 dana w ga3da amshy 3ala warah


Dana was looking at something behind me but i didn't really care,


" Agoolch dana shraych nro7 paris next week? W a- " I was interrupted because i hit a really hard chest!






" Paris ha? " That hard chest guy said.......



I was shocked,




" Ana nsait shay baro7 a5tha w bajy! " Dana said, and walked away quickly! Leaving us alone....














With all my love, Dalal. xo



Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Chapter 23 (Part 1)

Enjoy xo



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I heard him laugh, he got into his car and made his way to his house, i think.

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So i went upstairs and removed my makeup, then i changed into some comfy pajamas. 

I took my iPhone and whatsapp'ed 9ager " Banam now, goodnight! " 

I locked my phone and laid on my bed,








I woke up the next day, i was still on my bed my face was like this o_u loooool one eye closed and the other opened! I was checking my bbm dana wants to go out with me, But i remembered that I'm going to eat breakfast with 9ager. I switched to my iPhone and saw a couple of whatsapp from 9ager. 



" T9b7en 3ala 5air:* " 

" 9ba7 el5air! "

" Laykon nayma? Gomay bn6l3 nf6r bara3!! " 

" Bajech ba3ad 30 minutes ya wailch etha ma5l9ti " 

The last one was sent 2 minutes ago! 

" 9ba7 elnor!x Enshalah bagom albs now :p " I sent him 

" Twch tgomen? " He quickly replied 

" Eeeeh x_x " I said 

" 97 elnom yalah im omw to your home! " He sent 

I ignored him so i would get ready! I quickly went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, then i wore some leggings and a shirt. I applied some eyeliner, mascara and blusher! Then i brushed my hair and tied it into a pony tail, i wore my miu miu flats and took my mini chanel bag. I took my abaya and sheila and headed downstairs! I was hungry so i drank some orange juice, 9ager sent me a whatsapp saying he is out. I wore my sheila and went outside to see his black rolls royce! If your wondering how many cars he has, he has a black rolls royce, black lexus, black velvet ferrari, black mercedes (slr) and a black Bugatti. Yes all of his car are black, he likes the color black ;) 



I went to his car and opened the door, Shaklaaa cute! Wajha kla noom :p 


" 9ba7 el5air " I said with a smile 

" 9ba7 elnoor " He smiled back 

" Sh5bark? " I said 

" Tmam el7mdllah w intay? " He said while driving 

" Ana zainah :p " I said 

" Ha taben enro7 sugar&spice wla laduree? " He said 

" La 5anro7 sugar&spice! " I said quickly

" Hahaha enshalah " He said with a smile 

So 9ager headed to Lagoona, he parked w nzlna! It was 10:30 shay ktha.... 

I was walking beside 9ager, he was wearing white thob w '3tra 7mra! 

So el7mdllah ma kan za7ma bas fe nas shwy! We sat on the table and i ordered goodie jar with blue lagoon and 9ager ordered goodie jar with water! He doesn't drink stuff that has red bull:p 


So we were talking about random stuff until i got a phone call from Na9er, I decided i won't reply cause I'm with 9ager ya3ni.. 

" Shfech rdy 3ala telephonich! " 9ager said while sipping his water 

" Mabi maly 5lg na9er " I said while eating my goodie jar

" Ay na9er? Wld 3amch? " He said 

" Eeeeh " I rolled my eyes and continued eating 

" 3a6eni ana bard 3laih " He said 

" Na3am? " I said 

" Wla agolch y9er 5air b3dain " He said 


We continued eating then 9ager paid-.- w we got into the car and 9ager headed to their home! 

" Zain laish bnro7 baitkm? " I said

" 3ady shfeha lw r7na " He said coldly 

" Madri ya3ni bas '3areba " I said 

I noticed he was ignoring me so i didn't talk, i started to chat with dana on bbm i told her ena 6l3t wya 9ager w i was going to go out with her at night! 


" 9ager? " I said 

" Hala " He said while driving 

" Ana ba6l3 wya dana flail ok? " I said 

" Wain bt6l3on? " He asked 

" Dgega bas2lha! " I said, i asked dana and she said she wanted stuff from villaggio! 

" Bnro7 villaggio " I said 

" La elyom la " He said as he parked in their house 

" Laish zain? " I said while looking at him, a bit angry

" Elyom el5ames! Bykon za7ma mabech tro7en " He said while looking at my eyes 

" W shno ya3ni za7ma? Laykon ana ray7a 3ashan a'3azl? " I said angrily

" Dalal 5ala9 glt lach la " His voice got a bit louder 

" Mabi baro7 ya3ni baro7 " I stepped out of his car and closed the door bgwa!


Mb 3ala kaifah! Mn 3ala bala 3ashan ygol ley ma a6l3! Ana a9ln mb mt3wda agol 7ag 7ad eni ba6l3 bas ana el'3l6ana eli glt lah! Sa5ef w y7r w maleg!!! Ufff 


I walked to the door ignoring him w lgait his parents fel9ala! So r7t 3ashan aslm 3laihm 


" Hala eb dalal " Obo 9ager greeted 

" Ahleeen " I said as kissed his forehead 

then i went to um 9ager w 7baitha 3ala rasha! I sat down beside oboy -in law- and i started to chat with them. 9ager opened the door loudly and said " DALAL " 

I ignored him, w kmlt salfti 



" Yuma dalal 9ager ynadech " Um 9ager said with a smile 

" Enshalah yuma al7en aro7 ashofah " I smiled back and got up, i didn't want them to know about anything going on between me and 9ager. 




I went to the other room and found 9ager, 


" Na3am 9ager? B'3ait shay? " I said coldly while fixing my sheila, eeh i was wearing my sheila 3ashan a7ra :p 


" Laish labsa shailtch? " He said confused 


" Kaife " I said with my famous cold tone


" Dalal entay shfech? " He said in a tone i didn't understand!


" Ana eli shfeni wla ent eli shfek? Kl ma glt lk shay glt la w swait ley salfa! Tara mb wanasa enk t9r5 3ala zoojtk! Ya3ni ana shft nas wajd mtzwjen bas ma3umri shft zoj mthlk! Yt7km eb kl shay w a- " I stopped talking when 9ager said


" DALAL " He literally yelled while getting close to me,

" 5air " I said not looking into his eyes, i feel him getting closer to me so i took a couple of step backwards! He came closer, i started to breathe heavily i hate it when he does this move! I took a step backward and my back pumped into the wall! Ok I'm trapped, great! 9ager started to get closer




9ager pinned me to the wall! I couldn't move an inch,


" Aby a3arf laish t7ben et3andeny? " He started to talk in a very low voice, his face was too close! I looked to the left so i would avoid any eye contact.


He continued staring at me, i started to fix my sheila nervously.

" Dalal tara a7bich " He said out of nowhere

My face? was the definition of the color red! I couldn't utter a word! I was speechless,

" Dalal walah a7bich! W ga3d aswy kl hatha 3ashany a'3ar 3laich... " He was talking slowly, his hand started to untie my shaila.....


" 9ager shga3d tswi! A5af omk w ubok yd5lon! Wa5rrr " I said shyly!

" La t5afen mara7 yjon " He smirked, he started to play with my hair! I knew 9ager had something for girls who had black long hair!


" Zain dalal ma glti ley... " He said with a cute smile on his face

" Amr? " I said while rubbing my hands

" Ma yamr 3laich '6alm ya glbi, et7beni? " He said with a big smile on his face


ana?














Ana?















ANA?







Ana galba? Im melting hereeee! What the hell am i supposed to say? Amoot fek? Amot 3ala elar'9 eli tmshy 3laiha? This is just too much...











" Eeeh " I said in a very low voice, but since 9ager was too close he heard it!




He had this huge smile on his face, his dimples were sinking in his cheeks! :(



" Eeh shno? " He was excited for my answer












And out of nowhere, A girl said " Hey intaw! Shga3den tswon? Shno ma tst7on? " She shot her word at us!



Wait? That girl! She was the one who was giving me shitty stares fe mlchty! Who the hell is she?






9ager backed off a bit but he had his right hand on my shoulders,





" Hala sara " He gave her a small smile



SARA?



WHO THE HELL IS SARA?



9AGER KNOWS HER?



WHO THE HECK IS SHE!



AND YES IM JEALOUS, SO FREAKING JEALOUS! WHY IS SHE LOOKING AT 9AGER LIKE THIS? NA3AAAAM SHTBI





" Ahleeen 9ager, sh5barik? " She said in a 'may3a' tone, may3a means like dalo3a but dalo3a in a bad way:)


" Tmam " He said,



" 9ager 7abebi yalah ana baro7! " For the first time i said the word 7abebi to 9ager, i did it to make this 'SARA' jealous ;) it was a sign which meant "BACK OFF"




9ager was surprised but he had this smile on his face and said " Yalah bw9lch 7ayati "


I blushed and i started walking beside 9ager, we got into his car and i said



" 9ager? Men hathi? " I said very politely, 6ab3an everyone knows when i talk politely it means I'm boiling from anger in the inside! W akeed 9ager knows me too well.


" Hathi bnt 3amti " He said while driving to my house, if your wondering i will be moving into 9ager's house in one or two months i still haven't decided.


" Aah okay, zain shglt 3an 6l3ty wya dana? " I said with my puppy eyes


" Um okay shofay ba5lech etro7en villaggio wya dana bas bshr6 " He said while laughing


" Amr lw tabi 3yoni a36ek eyahm! " I said eb 3fwya


" Kl hatha 3ashan 6al3a? 3ajl ba6l3ch kl yom 3ashan asm3 halkalam el7lw! " He chuckled


I felt shy, madri shlon glt lah ktha abaih fashla x_x


" Tslm ley 3yonch! Ba5lech tro7en wya dana bas ana bakon wyakm " He said being serious


" Na3am? Shlon ya3ni " I said, a bit just a tiny bit mad


" 5aleeni aklm " He chuckled


" Kaml kaml " I gave him a easy smile


" Awl shay bakon wyakm fe villaggio! Bas mara7 amshy janbch bas ya3ni bakon ga3d eb cafe wla shay! La tnsain ena yom 5ames fa aked fe m95ra! W thani shay abeech ttlthmain aw tt'36ain mn elyom w ray7! " 9ager said


" Your not serious 9a7? " I said


" Dalal ana ma 6lbt mnch shay musta7el w la tnsain eni bdwi fa hal ashya2 kant lazm entay tswenha bdon ma agolch! w 9ra7tn ana a'3ar mn fkrat eni fe wa7d '3airy ymkn yshof wajhch " He said, with a serious tone





Bdaina eb salfat el'3era :)






" w laish shfeh wajhi? Mn 7alata " I said sarcastically


" Ela golay shno eli mb 7lw fech! " He gave me a half smile which made my heart beat faster


" Um uhh 3yonk el7lwa " I said being shy


" Ela agolch mta bnro7 shahr el3asl? " He said


" Madri knt afkr eni lama ajy baitkm ba3da eb sbo3 aw shay enro7 " I said


" Enshalah " He said as he parked in front of the 9ala door,


" Ok ana w dana bn6l3 3ala el 7 okay? " I said before i opened the door

" Ok bamrch 3ala el 6:30 " He smiled

" La la mala da3y! Ana basog " I smiled back

" Um ok " He said as he stepped out of the car,


I took my bag and got out of the car, before i would enter the house 9ager pulled me into a long and tight hug. I needed that, i needed him to hug me when i was jealous of sara! Bas i won't tell him eni a'3ar mnha! Awl shay by9dg 3umra thany shay mabi a7s its awkward w fashla!


After a while i let go, i went inside and removed the makeup and i ate lunch which was machbos djaj!


I called dana at 5 to remind her that were going out, looks like I'm going to pick her up



At 6:15 i started getting ready, i applied foundation and a bit of blusher! I drew my eyes with the black liquid liner and coated my eyes with mascara then i dabbed on some light pink lipstick which looked very natural. My makeup may sound too much but i looked very simple! The blusher didn't show that much.. I wore some skinny jeans with a black versace shirt which was sleeveless, i wore my rolex watch and cartier love ring and the dibla of course! I started to put my stuff into my pink lady dior bag,



I called dana to ask her if she was wearing heels she said no because she would get tired lana she will be shopping, so i decided to wear manolo blahnik flats which were dark blue. I wore my sheila and abaya, i sprayed some of my N5 chanel perfume then i headed downstairs i already called kumar to bring my Sls! It was 6:50 already, i gave dana a call telling her to get ready she told me she was waiting for me.. So i made my way to dana's place, i gave her a call and she came outside



" Hala hala bel7ub " She said with a smile


" Ahleeeen sh7alch " I said as i headed to villaggio


" B5air damni shftch " She said and turned on some old songs 7ag bu noura! It reminded me of some old memories but i quickly focused on the street so i could drive!


" Hahaha shsalfa elyom? Ra'9ya 3lay! " I laughed


" Mara7 a5rb mazaji 3ashanch " She said with a smile on her face

" Aywa ya mazaj enta! " I laughed and she joined me laughing too,



Dana had on simple winged eyeliner and some mascara and bronzy blusher! She didn't have to put lipstick her lips were red, as i said before...



So i wanted to tell dana what 9ager told me,



" Dano " I said while turning off the radio, i wanted her to listen carefully


" 3yon dano entay " She smiled


" La tt'3shmrain! Walah abi agolch shay " I smiled a sad smile


" Sami 7abebti " She said with a polite smile


" Sam alah 3dwch! Agolch elyom 9ager galy eni atlthm aw at'36a! " I said while driving, it was a bit za7ma since it was a thursday night..


" Enzain? W intay shglti " She said


I told her everything from A to Z!


" Okay al7en 9ager fe villaggio 9a7? " She said

" Eeh! Hw ga3d fe laduree " I said

" Shdrach? Galch? " She said

" La bas adri hw y7b laduree so yeah! " I said confidently

" Um okay! Hw aked 3ala bala ench mara7 tt'36ain wla shay right? " Dana said with a devilish smirk

God i know that smirk,


" Right? " I said

" Okay so shraych ttlthmain w tfaj2ena ench sm3ty kalama! " She said while smiling

" T'hgain? " I said

" Akeeeed ahga! Walah 9ager w a3rfa bytshgg mn elwanasa! " She said holding her laugh

" Dgega dgega w intay sh3rfch fe 9ager? " I said with a tone full of jealousy

" Hahahah laykon t'3aren? La tfhmen '3ala6 bas ana 3rft sha59eta w tfkera mn kthr ma tsolfen 3ana yal '3bya! " She said with a smile


Mashalah 6ol 3umrha thkya!



" Eeeeh :$ " I said


" 3shtaw! Tst7yyyy " She laughed
















We arrived to villaggio! I decided to park 3nd bab laduree :p I started to fix my 'lathma' dana says ena i look hot. I have big eyes which people always says that they are pretty and attractive! And with the eyeliner it appeared a bit more bigger but in a good way! So my eyes and eyebrows and a bit of my nose and cheeks were showing! But not my whole nose just the upper part. Fhmto?

Dana also tlthmt, her eyes are perfection mashalah! <3



So i started walking beside dana and we entered from the gate, dana said that she wanted to go to Christian louboutin! So basically louboutin boutique is right in front of ga3dat laduree! So anyone who is sitting their would see us...I didn't look at anything except dana and louboutin's boutique. I feel awkward and shy when i go to crowded places! I never look into strangers eyes! Especially boys.


So dana chose like 4 pumps which were simply amazing! I chose one which was nude in color and it had a very tiny heel! It was perfect they got my size which was 37 and a half! I tried it on and i decided i would take it. Dana didn't find 2 in her size, the other two one of them was hot pink and had long heels! And the other one was black and had spikes all over it. I told her ena the spiky one looked dafsh so she ended up buying the pink one only, and i bought the nude one!




Beep beep. My iPhone had an incoming whats app!



" Omg dana! 9ager just whatsapp'ed me, aft7a wla a7ger? " I said

" Umm e7gry shway awnch mash'3ola! " She said

" Ya3ni 3ady aft7 whatsapp w abyn online ba3dain a9er offline? " I said

" Hmm la latft7ena klsh! W yalah t3aly aby aro7 cartier! " She said




So we went to cartier and i fell in love with the love cartier ring which was in white gold, i already had the rose gold but i wanted to change my style a bit so i bought it. Dana got herself a Un Clou yellow gold bracelet, the bracelet looked amazing on her tanned hand! So we continued shopping...I went to zara to get some leggings i bought two which were black and i liked a pants which had polka dots all over it! Im not a fan of polka dots but it looked adorable! Dana bought some of their oversized shirts, she likes anything which was oversized :) So we finished and i wanted to go to H&m too! I bought some jackets and hoodies and dana bought a lot of shirts she found 'cute' or '7lww 7ag kl yom sh'3l'. So then r7na mac w sephora! 6ab3an ana dana 5maina makeup w nail polish! Then r7na virgin lana i wanted stuff from there, So we got there after a lot of walking w i bought some cd's and books i wanted. After that i had an incoming call, it was from 9ager


I decided i would pick up,


" Alo? " I said

" Hala dalal " He said

" Ahlen, amr? " I said

" Ma yamr 3laich 3dw bas wainch? Shftch yom r7ty louboutin ba3dain faj2a e5tfaity! " He said

" Eeeh ana al7en fe virgin! " I said

Dana was telling me that she wanted to go the movies! And i was refusing knowing 9ager's answer! So i decided i will try my luck..


" Agol 9ager, dana mn msa3 t7n 3alay tgol 5anro7 elcinema! 3ady ad5l? " I said

" Dalal mn 9jch entay? Tara za7ma hnak w kla shbab! " He said a bit mad

" 9ager mb mn 9jk! Ako ana fe virgin w virgin janb elcinema, w alah yslmk elcinema mb za7ma wajd fa 3ashani t- " I was interrupted by a guy behind me




" Hala bl'3azal " He said with a flirty tone, he disgusted me!




" Dalal? Shno hal9ot? Mn hlrjal eli yklmch? " 9ager sounded so pissed!

" Um 9ager dgega aklmk ba3d shway! " I said as i hung up




I took a glimpse of the guy, he was tall and mascular, he had big dark brown eyes with this small nose and small lips! I admit it he has a baby face which i found adorable, but when i remembered his flirty tone i got disgusted again.



" Dana yalah emshay! " I said while i pulled dana's hand


That guy was still following us! Uffff





We decided to eat dinner at Shake shack! I opened whatsapp and found


" Hala belzain "

" Fdaaaait galbhm eli ysm3on kalami! "

" A7b eli tlthmo!! :* "

" Dalal wainch? Magmt ashofch "

" Dalal mn hatha? "

" Dgega laish skrty fe wajhi? "

" Kan y'3azlch 9a7? "

" Mb ana glt lch elyom ma95ra bas entay ma tsm3en elkalam! "

" Ana el7mar ana el'3aby eli 5laitch etjen! "

" ENTAY WAINCH AL7EN "

He just sent that now i was about to reply but he was calling! I started looking at dana then i picked up

" Hala 9ager " I said, my voice had a hint of fear

" Entay wainch? " He said with a very sharp voice

" Um ana fe shake shack! " I said

" Ok al7en jaykm ana " He sounded mad


That stupid guy was still behind us, the Que was long! After maybe three or four minutes i felt someone tap on my back, i quickly looked back for a second i thought it was that baby face guy! It was 9ager, phew.



" Hala 9ager " I gave him a shy smile

" Hala 9ager, shlonk? " Dana said with a polite smile and her eyes were on the floor

" Ana b5air el7mdllah " 9ager smiled at both of us, 9ager had his hand on my shoulder and was whispering stuff into my ear which made me blush!


It was like 'Fdait eli ysm3on kalami' 'A7b eli mtlthmen' 'Ya 7lathm elg9ar walah' ..... But suddenly someone said



" Halaaa bu mn9or! " A voice behind us said, the voice sounded familiar so i looked back to see that baby face guy! WAIT, he knows 9ager? Uffff.



" Ahleeen bu jassim! Sh7alk " 9ager said casually with a smile on his face

I looked back to dana quickly, dana understood!


" Walah ana tamam bas shfek m5tfy 9ayrlk fatra? " This bu jassim guy said

" Salamtk ma feni ela el3afya bas ensh'3lt belzwaj shway " 9ager said with a smile on his face

" Ob ob tzwjt mn warana? " Bu jassim said



And they continued their conversation! We were already ordering, i ordered a shack burger with cheese fries and i ordered 9ager the same, and dana ordered shack burger with extra cheese and mushroom with fries! For drinks i chose sprite and got 9ager fanta strawberry, since it was his favorite and dana chose cola. Our order was take-away, i couldn't eat my burger 3ala ra7te in this crowd! Plus i know etha g3dna someone will stare at me while eating, and i hate it i can't eat! So the machine started to vibrate which meant that our order finished, i got up to take the order while dana took the straw's and ketchup w hal sowalf ya3ni! So we finished wla 9ager ja! He came to my side and took the bag from my hands, how cute he could be! I caught his friend giving us dirty stares but 9ager didn't notice him, so 9ager's car was also parked in Laduree's parking so we walked there and i put 9ager's food in a separate bag and dana was waiting in the car to give us sometime alone! I walked to 9ager's car it wasn't too far i gave him his bag, we chatted a bit and he hugged me and gave me light kiss on my forehead then i said goodbye... I rode my car to my  house cause dana was sleeping over!





I stepped out of the car with dana, we went to my room and removed our makeup and changed into some comfy pajamas! Dana took one of my pajamas, she was the same size. Since we were going to sleepover we needed junk food w ktha! So i wore my abaya and sheila i was still in my mickey slippers! Dana also wore her abaya and sheila.. It was 11:15 so 3ady! Bnro7 eljam3ya shwy w bnji



I texted 9ager " 9ager tara ana w dana bnro7 eljam3ya! ;* "





So i got in my mercedes with dana! She played the song Clarity 



High dive into frozen waves where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain, it was worth it every time
Hold still right before we crash 'cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'til it breaks your glass and I drown in you again

'Cause you are the piece of me I wish I didn't need
Chasing relentlessly, still fight and I don't know why






If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? " I said loudly while driving! 


If our love's insanity, why are you my clarity? " Dana sang along! 




We loved that song, in 10 minutes w9lna eljam3ya! El7mdllah kant fathya  






So i took a trolley and walked with dana, we bought chips, chocolate, barbican, sprite, coke, ice-cream blml59 shraina klshay nabeeh!! 




" Dano 5thaty indomie? " I said 


" La nsait entay ro7ay jebay w ana bajeb ley two more cokes! " She said while walking away, dana adored coke! She can drink it all day if she can. 




So r7t mkan elindomie w hal sowalf, but i stopped when i looked at that familiar body and voice! It was 9ager's back. He was talking to someone on the phone






" Shno ent ma tfhm? Glt lak ma7bha wla awa6nha!!! Sakr elmw'9oo3 ya5i " When i heard those words i quickly walked away, ma3ndi est3dad asm3 akthr!! 





Shno ana maktob 3ala my forehead 'CHEAT ON ME' 



Why is this happening to me? 


Why do i have no luck in love? 


Why did i have to hear this freaking stupid conversation? 


9ager? Is just a guy, like any other guy!


Why did i think he was different? 


Why? 


Why!


WHY!!!!!!! 











9ager's point of view: 




Uffff el iphone 6fa mn awl ma 6l3t mn villaggio! Aked dalal klmtni, baro7 eljam3ya a5th ly a'3ra'9! 








I got a phone call  from my friend in usa, kan esma Faisal. I was close to him back then! 





" Hala faisal, sh5bark? " I said 


" Ahleeen bu man9or! Walah tmam bas mshtagen lak " 





We continued chatting until he opened mw'9o3 Maha! Uff akrah hal bnt. Madri shlon yom mn elayam 7sbt eny a7bha! 







Shno ent ma tfhm? Glt lak ma7bha wla awa6nha!!! Sakr elmw'9oo3 ya5i! Ana al7en mtzwj dalal w a7bha w mst7el a7b wa7da '3airha! W etha mara thanya ft7t hal mw'9oo3 la tfkr fe enk tklmni. W yalah m3 elslama ana msh'3ol "  I hung up on him 





I took some soup and orange juice w i paid, but i swear i know that silver mercedes. Dalal? Dalal kant hny? Fe hal wagt? Shtswi!!! W laish ma galt ley? Ma3laih ana arweha. 













With all my love, Dalal. xo