Wednesday, August 28, 2013

Chapter 16

Hello! Im back to qatar now so i would be posting more enshalah.. This post is dedicated to @__EmanA xo


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I've been lying to myself all of these years! I was convincing myself that 9ager was a brother, that 9ager was just a friend, that we wouldn't have any chance together because he treats me like his sister... But now my mind isn't working, i don't know if i should be happy or sad I'm confused.


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One week passed, i have been thinking about 9ager a lot lately! And after a lot of thinking i decided i would accept. 9ager's mother called me to know my answer and she was very happy and glad that i said yes, she decided that the mlcha would be after two months, they talked to my grandfather. 





My relationship with my grandparents wasn't really good, but when my parents died they started to treat me better. I love them not because they are my grandparents, no i love them because they care about me. 




7amad asked me if i was sure about my decision, he was also happy for me. He was complimenting 9ager all the time and i would blush and he laughs! Na9er called me and congratulated me, but i noticed pain in his voice. I didn't want na9er to be sad or depressed that i didn't marry him, he was a brother to me! Someday he would get over me and i would be the happiest. Its true that i loved na9er but not for a long time, when i started to love him i got hurt a lot from what he did. That moment all the love i had for him disappeared! But something was weird, 5alid was mad. 




2 weeks had passed, I'm planning to go to London to buy the mlcha stuff. I called 5alid and told him that i won't be working in their company anymore and he agreed. I didn't call or text 9ager anything a7s ast7i, weird! Me being shy in front of 9ager........ I think its gonna be awkward. 



After two days I'm going to London with Aldanah! God i missed her. So i called um 9ager to tell her that I'm going to london for two weeks! She was happy i may say, the whole phone call was like 'yuma 7abebti entbhy 7ag 3umrch' 'salmi 3ala dana' 'la t6l3en flail, a5af 3laich!' She is beyond cuteness. 


I packed my stuff, I'm not going to wear shaila or abaya as usual. So i think london is going to be a bit crowded, its the end of december! The weather is going to be cold, I had my jackets and hoodies ready. I finished packing at last! 


I wore some green Hollister sweatpants and paired it up with a white gucci shirt, i just applied some mascara! I don't like wearing makeup when I'm in the plane. I took my dior bag and wore my sheila and abaya.. 




So Aldanah was picking me up with her driver,  










In the plane, 3 hours till we arrive. 


" Dalooolaaa " Danah gave me her puppy eyes 

" 3yonha " I smiled 

" Golay ley shaswi! " Her smile started fading 

" Shofay intay golay 7ag S3od ench matbena! Simple " I smiled  

S3od is danah's older brother

" 3ala balch byr'9a? " She tried to smiled 

" Ummm maglti ley shsma? " I looked at her 

" Umm A7med Alx " She said 

" Ha? A7med rashid Alx? " I said with a shocked tone 




If you forgot who is A7med, he is that bad guy who took me to the night club. 


" Eeh! T3rfena? " She said 

" Umm danah t7mlay twafgen! " I said 

" Laish? Shayfa shay 3ala elwalad? " She asked 

" Danooo!! Shfech don't you remember once i told you that a guy called a7med took me to a night club? " I answered 

" Obaih! Kthabaaa walah ma ra7 awafg 3laih " She smiled 

" Fkaiteeni mnah " She gave me a quick hug 



I started to listen to Bu noura's songs! 




" Dalal " Danah called me 

" Sami " I said 

" Um bas2lch so2al " She smiled 

" Amry 7abebti " I smiled back, Shfeha? I know that smile. 

" T7ben 9ager " She smiled a wide smile 





What the hell. Shjab eli jab? Shd5l al7eeeeen :$ Shagol laha? Well she is my bestie so it wouldn't hurt. 



" Ummm ahhh " I started blushing like hell 

" Ya3ni la " She looked at me with a smile 

" Mn gal " I looked away 

" Ya3ni t7bena?! " She was looking at something behind me 

" Eeh a7ba " I bit my upper lip while looking at my nails

" Mmmm shkthr " She said 

" Shfech 3alay elyom! " I laughed 

" Waaay!! Ya 7lo el7ub " She laughed 

Ok this is getting weird what was she looking at? 

I looked back, 













I wish i didn't. Ya laitne ma lfait! 


















" Amot fech " He said while smiling, 







With all my love, Dalal. xo

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Chapter 15

Enjoy! And this post is dedicated to my beautiful Weirdo. I love you ;p w matshofen shar. xo 


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" Tf'9ly yuma es2ly " I was still smiling 

" Lw 9ager 56bch btwafgen? "



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Ha? Ymkn ana masm3tha 3adl? Bs she said lw 9ager 56bch? Ya3ni 9ager yabeni? Bas hw y7b maha! Lala! Hw may7b maha, he had a crush on her! Bas he liked her. 9ager is my brother i never thought he would propose to me! But if i said no i would lose 9ager and his parents! I couldn't risk that.




" Yuma entay faj2teny 3adi ta36eny wagt afkr? " I simply said with a fake smile


" Enshalah bas mta blthab6 bt36eny grarch? Lana 9ager mst3jl " She smiled


I couldn't help it, i smiled back! Mb bas 3ashan she smiled but because she said '9ager mst3jl' But wait? Why is he in a hurry? Is he marrying me to get maha jealous? IS HE? No no dalal stop it don't start thinking in a childish way. But maybe he still loves maha, maybe maha really loves him! But i heard her say she wants his money! Ufff.


" Enshalah ba3d sbo3 " I hugged her and left without letting her say any other word.


I opened the door and bumped into a very hard chest? I looked up to see 9ager. Can my day get any better? Uff why do i have to see him Now! 


" Asfa ma shftk " I didn't look into his eyes, i walked away quickly not waiting for his reply. I got into my car and quickly drove back home.









I laid on my bed and started thinking about 9ager obviously,

















Im gonna confess something, i never really told anyone about it. I've been in love with 9ager, since the day i met him. But i couldn't risk losing him because i was in love with him, so i simply wanted him to be my close friend but i never saw him as a brother or a friend he was more than that. I love 9ager i really do, i was so jealous of maha and i still am. But still i don't know if i will say yes or no about marrying him! Im afraid that its not gonna workout. I've been lying to myself all of these years! I was convincing myself that 9ager was a brother, that 9ager was just a friend, that we wouldn't have any chance together because he treats me like his sister... But now my mind isn't working, i don't know if i should be happy or sad I'm confused.






With all my love, Dalal. xo

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Chapter 14

Hello! This is the second post today, w this post is dedicated to the mysterious Y ;p
Enjoooy xx



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Ok so obviously I'm in the hospital and the woman knows me! And wait did she say dalal? Thats my name?


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" Ana ismy dalal? " I asked and pointed at myself, i know i sound childish. 

" Haw? Dalal shfech yuma!! " She said a bit worried. 


Oohhhhoooo shakla ismy dalal! Bas wait laish ana ma athkr shay? 


" Mmmm okay w intay men? " I asked 

" Ana maryam " She smiled, waaay she is so cute

" Glti ley ench omi 9a7? " I smiled 

" Eeh 7abebti ana omch " She smiled, " Dgega banadi eldictor! " She headed outside..




I closed my eyes and tried to remember anything, but i couldn't. 


" Dalal " A man voice said 


I looked at him, he is the doctor i said to myself. 

" Lbeh? " I said 

" Lbaity 7aja, ha sh5barich al7en? " He smiled at my word 


He was a qatari doctor obviously, he was tall and tanned, o 3yona wsa3 o lonhm dark brown! He had attractive eyes hatha mn awlha w attractive 5alni ma3a eldoctor baaas ;p 


" El7mdllah a7san bas doctor ahhh " I said,

" Faisal esmi faisal " He smiled 

So esma faisal, yleeg lah. 

" Eeh doctor faisal! Ana yom gmt ma3rf esmy wla ana laish hny! " I explained 

" Shofay dalal hatha shay 6abe3i! Lana '6rbti rasch bgwa, w enshalah bukra btgomen w btthkren klshay " He smiled, What a adorable smile he had. 

" Enshalah " I smiled back 

" Yalah a5lech al7en! Bas ha namy " He looked at me with a look 

" Hahah yalah al7en " I laughed 

" W ana bagol 7ag um 9ager tro7 elbait! Mskena mn el9b7 w hey hni " He said and left the room, 




I immediately slept, 



I woke up the next morning and found Um 9ager nayma 3ndi, dgega shsalfa? Laish ana felmstshfa! 


But it quickly hit my head, the last thing i remember that i hit my head and i fainted. So thats why I'm in the hospital! I thought... 




" 9ba7 el5air yuma " I said 

" 9ba7 el7ub w elward w klshay! El7mdllah 3ala slamtch! " She smiled and pulled me for a hug 

" Alah ysalmch mn kl shar! " I hugged her back 

So after a while she let go and started talking about 9ager and i need to marry him w hal sowalf t3arfon ya3ni.. I started blushing w g3dt a'3yr elsalfa and she was laughing..  


We heard a knock, 

" Tf'9al " I said with a hearable voice 

When i noticed it was a man i quickly wore my sheila. 

" 9ba7 el5air, ha enshalah a7sn elyom? " The doctor? smiled 

" 9ba7 elnoor! Eeh el7mdllah " I smiled back, He seemed sweet. 

" Enshalah bukra btgdren t6l3en, bas ba36ech kam mw3d 3ashan achyk 3ala rasch " He said while looking into some papers

" Enshalah " I said 


w 6ab3an at that moment 9ager entered the room without knocking and said, 

" EL7MDLLAH 3ALA ELSALAMA " He literally yelled! i couldn't see his face the bouquet he was holding was too big! 

" Alah yslmk, haha 9ager wain wajhk? " I laughed 

" Nsaita " He said, sarcastically 

" Ok doctor ummm doctor eeh doctor faisal! " I said 

" Sami " He said politely 

" Sam alah 3dwk, may9er a6l3 elyom? " I gave him a goofy smile 

" La may9er " He smiled back 


9ager was giving him stares, 


" Ok yalah ana ast2thn " Doctor faisal excused himself 





I was thinking about Na9er, weird i know. But still he is my cousin 7ata lw i hate him bas ybga my cousin! 5alid cancelled the trip to London because he says its not that important anymore. So i just left the hospital and I'm heading back home, I turned on the radio it was the song " Fix you " 


When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


I loved that song, it means a lot to me. So i parked and got down, i headed upstairs and sat on my bed




Enshalah bukra el9b7 baklm na9er! w b7awl a9l7 klshay m3ah. 


I changed into my pajamas and drifted to sleep. I woke up the next morning from the sunlight, I had a vacation. 5alid gave me two months off, Shakla yabi elfaka mni!  So it was 11. I went and washed my face and brushed my teeth, then i went downstairs and ate breakfast. 







I looked at Na9er's number. Yes i had na9er's number, i never deleted it. I could need it someday, who knows? 

I kept repeating what i wanted to say, i dialed his number 





" Alo? " He said 

" Alo! " I said 

" Mn ma3ay? " He said 

" M3ak Dalal Na9er Alx " I sounded so sure of myself 

" Weln3m walah, sha5barich? " I felt his smile 

" Tmam, bad5l felmw'9o3 3ala 6ool " I sounded serious 

" Shraych nrou7 cafe wla shay wtgolen ley hnak? " He said 

" Ummm ee 3ady bas wain? " I asked 

" Maya villaggio? " He suggested 

" Umm okay meet you in an hour! " I said 

" Okay " He hung up









I went upstairs and picked out some black pants and a beige shirt, i applied some mascara and blusher! Ummm abi a76 eyeliner! So i drew my eyes with the black eyeliner. I wore my chanel flats and i took my dior bag. I headed downstairs and sat down i told komar to bring my Porsche. Oooooh i forgot to tell 9ager about it! Im gonna tell him now. 


" Aloo 9ager? " I said 

" Hala " He said 

" Fathyyy wla mash'3ol " I quickly said 

" La fathy laish " He said 

" Umm okay, elyom kalmt na9er w al7en baro7 villaggio 3ashan bashofa mnak w bntfahm! " I said 

" Mara7 tro7en " He simply said 

" La walah, bkaifk hw? " I said a bit mad

" Ee bkaify " He said with a cold tone 

" W b9ftk mn enshalah? " I said

" Zojch " He said 


Ha? Shgal? Shakla gam yg6 5ai6 w 5ai6 

" Hahaha shaklik ttgshmar! " I hung up in his face 









So  i headed to villaggio and i got there in 30 minutes! I parked, and went inside by Zara's gate 3ashan hw agrab shay 7ag maya!  I walked to maya and i found Na9er already sitting their with his hot chocolate. 

He stood up, 


" Hala " I smiled 

" Ahleen! " He smiled and we shaked hands. 

" Sh7alk? " I said 

" Walah ana b5air, dgega e6lbi shay taklenah " He said 

" Umm okay e6lb ley Chocolate crepe with extra strawberries w abi lemon and mint! " I said 

" Enshalah "

He told the waiter what we wanted, 

" Amri shb'3aity mni " He looked at me 

" Ma yamr 3laik '6alm bas tara we have to solve some things " I said trying to not look into his eyes 

" Adri w i was waiting for you all of these years to say that sentence " He smiled in pain 

I didn't know if Na9er loved me or not but i knew one thing that i didn't love him more than a brother, and as i said before i will never love before marriage. 

So we solved things and he said that he was sorry for everything he said and that he was a teenage back then! And he grew up and knew what he did was wrong. I know that he still want me to marry him but no i don't want to.. 

So before i left we hugged, it was okay! Cause he is my cousin and he is my brother.  




I got home and i removed my makeup, I got a call from um 9ager telling me to go to their house w ena tabeni fe mwtho3.. 


I got up and wore a long high waisted skirt, it was black. I paired it up with a white ruffled shirt that i tucked in, i looked simple. I applied some eyeliner and lipstick, i wore my Louboutin pink heels. Ana daymn aksh5 lama aro7 lahm! Elsalfa eni mt3wda.. I braided my long hair. I wore my abaya and sheila and got into my mercedes and went to 9ager's.  It took me 10 minutes to get there..

I knocked the door and entered, i found um 9ager fel9ala so i approached to her and gave her a light kiss on her forehead. 

" Shlonch yuma " I smiled 

" B5air 7abebti w intay " She smiled back 

" B5air damch b5air " I said and took off my sheila 


" Amry yuma " I said 

" Ma yamr 3laich 3adw bas b'3ait as2lch 3an shay " She smiled 

" Tf'9ly yuma es2ly " I was still smiling 

" Lw 9ager 56bch btwafgen? " 






With all my love, Dalal. xo