Hello! Im back to qatar now so i would be posting more enshalah.. This post is dedicated to @__EmanA xo
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I've been lying to myself all of these years! I was convincing myself that 9ager was a brother, that 9ager was just a friend, that we wouldn't have any chance together because he treats me like his sister... But now my mind isn't working, i don't know if i should be happy or sad I'm confused.
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One week passed, i have been thinking about 9ager a lot lately! And after a lot of thinking i decided i would accept. 9ager's mother called me to know my answer and she was very happy and glad that i said yes, she decided that the mlcha would be after two months, they talked to my grandfather.
My relationship with my grandparents wasn't really good, but when my parents died they started to treat me better. I love them not because they are my grandparents, no i love them because they care about me.
7amad asked me if i was sure about my decision, he was also happy for me. He was complimenting 9ager all the time and i would blush and he laughs! Na9er called me and congratulated me, but i noticed pain in his voice. I didn't want na9er to be sad or depressed that i didn't marry him, he was a brother to me! Someday he would get over me and i would be the happiest. Its true that i loved na9er but not for a long time, when i started to love him i got hurt a lot from what he did. That moment all the love i had for him disappeared! But something was weird, 5alid was mad.
2 weeks had passed, I'm planning to go to London to buy the mlcha stuff. I called 5alid and told him that i won't be working in their company anymore and he agreed. I didn't call or text 9ager anything a7s ast7i, weird! Me being shy in front of 9ager........ I think its gonna be awkward.
After two days I'm going to London with Aldanah! God i missed her. So i called um 9ager to tell her that I'm going to london for two weeks! She was happy i may say, the whole phone call was like 'yuma 7abebti entbhy 7ag 3umrch' 'salmi 3ala dana' 'la t6l3en flail, a5af 3laich!' She is beyond cuteness.
I packed my stuff, I'm not going to wear shaila or abaya as usual. So i think london is going to be a bit crowded, its the end of december! The weather is going to be cold, I had my jackets and hoodies ready. I finished packing at last!
I wore some green Hollister sweatpants and paired it up with a white gucci shirt, i just applied some mascara! I don't like wearing makeup when I'm in the plane. I took my dior bag and wore my sheila and abaya..
So Aldanah was picking me up with her driver,
In the plane, 3 hours till we arrive.
" Dalooolaaa " Danah gave me her puppy eyes
" 3yonha " I smiled
" Golay ley shaswi! " Her smile started fading
" Shofay intay golay 7ag S3od ench matbena! Simple " I smiled
S3od is danah's older brother
" 3ala balch byr'9a? " She tried to smiled
" Ummm maglti ley shsma? " I looked at her
" Umm A7med Alx " She said
" Ha? A7med rashid Alx? " I said with a shocked tone
If you forgot who is A7med, he is that bad guy who took me to the night club.
" Eeh! T3rfena? " She said
" Umm danah t7mlay twafgen! " I said
" Laish? Shayfa shay 3ala elwalad? " She asked
" Danooo!! Shfech don't you remember once i told you that a guy called a7med took me to a night club? " I answered
" Obaih! Kthabaaa walah ma ra7 awafg 3laih " She smiled
" Fkaiteeni mnah " She gave me a quick hug
I started to listen to Bu noura's songs!
" Dalal " Danah called me
" Sami " I said
" Um bas2lch so2al " She smiled
" Amry 7abebti " I smiled back, Shfeha? I know that smile.
" T7ben 9ager " She smiled a wide smile
What the hell. Shjab eli jab? Shd5l al7eeeeen :$ Shagol laha? Well she is my bestie so it wouldn't hurt.
" Ummm ahhh " I started blushing like hell
" Ya3ni la " She looked at me with a smile
" Mn gal " I looked away
" Ya3ni t7bena?! " She was looking at something behind me
" Eeh a7ba " I bit my upper lip while looking at my nails
" Mmmm shkthr " She said
" Shfech 3alay elyom! " I laughed
" Waaay!! Ya 7lo el7ub " She laughed
Ok this is getting weird what was she looking at?
I looked back,
I wish i didn't. Ya laitne ma lfait!
" Amot fech " He said while smiling,
With all my love, Dalal. xo
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