Chapter 15

Enjoy! And this post is dedicated to my beautiful Weirdo. I love you ;p w matshofen shar. xo 


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" Tf'9ly yuma es2ly " I was still smiling 

" Lw 9ager 56bch btwafgen? "


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Ha? Ymkn ana masm3tha 3adl? Bs she said lw 9ager 56bch? Ya3ni 9ager yabeni? Bas hw y7b maha! Lala! Hw may7b maha, he had a crush on her! Bas he liked her. 9ager is my brother i never thought he would propose to me! But if i said no i would lose 9ager and his parents! I couldn't risk that.




" Yuma entay faj2teny 3adi ta36eny wagt afkr? " I simply said with a fake smile


" Enshalah bas mta blthab6 bt36eny grarch? Lana 9ager mst3jl " She smiled


I couldn't help it, i smiled back! Mb bas 3ashan she smiled but because she said '9ager mst3jl' But wait? Why is he in a hurry? Is he marrying me to get maha jealous? IS HE? No no dalal stop it don't start thinking in a childish way. But maybe he still loves maha, maybe maha really loves him! But i heard her say she wants his money! Ufff.


" Enshalah ba3d sbo3 " I hugged her and left without letting her say any other word.


I opened the door and bumped into a very hard chest? I looked up to see 9ager. Can my day get any better? Uff why do i have to see him Now! 


" Asfa ma shftk " I didn't look into his eyes, i walked away quickly not waiting for his reply. I got into my car and quickly drove back home.









I laid on my bed and started thinking about 9ager obviously,

















Im gonna confess something, i never really told anyone about it. I've been in love with 9ager, since the day i met him. But i couldn't risk losing him because i was in love with him, so i simply wanted him to be my close friend but i never saw him as a brother or a friend he was more than that. I love 9ager i really do, i was so jealous of maha and i still am. But still i don't know if i will say yes or no about marrying him! Im afraid that its not gonna workout. I've been lying to myself all of these years! I was convincing myself that 9ager was a brother, that 9ager was just a friend, that we wouldn't have any chance together because he treats me like his sister... But now my mind isn't working, i don't know if i should be happy or sad I'm confused.






With all my love, Dalal. xo