Hey! Ummm ma3rf shagol so a5lekm ma3a elpost! w sorry ena its short!
Enjooy! w this chapter is dedicated to the sweetest girl ever, @Autredreamer_ <3
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Another year passed
I never heard from 9ager! We lost touch and i never dared calling him, i miss him a lot. 7amad and i were still close! Na9er never really showed up. I started working in a company for 6 months then they fired me, i worked in a other company and they also fired me! I started talking to my childhood friend 5alid! God i miss him. I didn't go to 9ager's parent anymore, i felt unwanted. I spent that summer in london with Danah. 7amad bought me Hermes bag for my 25 birthday.
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But today I'm 26! I know whats wrong and whats right, i grew up and learnt a lot in these past eight years. I know that 9ager was busy with maha all those years, but what can i do? he loves her. It just aches my heart that i haven't talked to him in years, but i never show it! My pride doesn't allow me. Im close with 5alid but not that close. I love danah my friend so much! She is a sister i swear. 9ager is now back into my life, i wish he could forget maha! She is just a life ruiner. I don't hate her, i just don't LIKE her. Its not that I'm jealous or anything! No its just she took away 9ager, my 9ager. I remember he said once 'i can't live without you' Oh? But you lived 9ager.
6ab3an hatha klah agolah in my mind! Atleast i have him back...
Guys! From now on i will be talking about the present ya3ni now! There is no past anymore. Please if you got confused wla shay don't be shy to ask me about anything!
I invited 9ager to come over to my house! I really needed him.. I got into my car and open the fm on 100.8
It was " شفت خلي بعد غيبه " Knhm ygroon my mind walah...
شفت خلَّي بعد غيبه .. شفته في حالة غريبه
ضاع من عينه الحنان .. الَّلي عِشناه مِن زمان
غيروا غيري حبيب .. خلاَّ حبَّي عنده هان
صرت بأساير ظنوني .. صرت بأحايل عيوني
صرت أترجَّى دموعي .. لاتبيَّن له خضوعي
ياما جدَّدت الأماني ... في غيابك
وياما ردَّدت الأغاني ... في عِتابك
كنت من شوقي إليك .. أحسب إنِّي بين أيدك
ولمَّا جت عيني عليك .. وبانت الحيره عليك
صرت أترجَّى دموعي .. لاتبيَّن له خضوعي
يالَّلي ذاتك في حياتك .. كل شي
ويالَّلي جودك مِن وجودك .. ماهو شي
الحُب في طبعك هوايه .. مش مِن الحُب الأصيل
والهوى لو كان هوايا .. ماتخيَّرتك خليل
بعدِ ماحقَّقت آمالك .. شلت طيفي من خيالك
ولمَّا جت عيني عليك .. وبانت الحيره عليك
صرت أترجَّى دموعي .. لاتبيَّن له خضوعي
مافي فايده مِن عِتابي .. الزَّمن بينك وبيني
لمَّا تِتذكر عذابي .. السِّنين بتوفَّي ديني
والَّلي حبيته يملَّك .. والَّلي عزَّيته يذلَّك
تِفتكر حبَّي معاك .. تفتكر ايَّام صفاك
تشتكي لي مِن أساك
Sorry ine ktbt elsong kamla bs madri 7sait abi aktbha! :p
M7md 3abdu's voice was just flawless! I loved his song and voice. It made me feel relaxed, i admire how his songs were depressing about love. Not that I'm in love, the songs are just amazing! It makes you not want to fall in love...
So i arrived home, 9ager parked his car and followed me inside. I was crying, first of all i cried because i saw na9er after all of these years! I remembered my past. Secondly! I missed 9ager a lot w i was hiding it but when i saw him i couldn't express how happy i got so i cried...
As you see i cry when I'm happy. People have weird habits, and I'm one of them!
So i cried a little bit then laughed my head off! 9ager had a funny side as i said before, i couldn't hold my laugh. He said that he misses me a lot, he also said that his parents are missing me too! How cute is that family? Can i die?:(
He also told me that
He wants to
Break up with maha! Why? Simply he felt that she was a mistake! He was trying to get rid off her but she was clinging to him. He didn't love her, it was a big crush! Because maha was really attractive with her big eyes and small lips! So good news, maha isn't with him anymore. But i don't get why he was defending maha when we were in laduree! Why is maha different? Is it because she is more good looking than me? IS IT??? Its okay he could tell me. Uff whats wrong with me! Its his life after all. Why am i being so judgmental? Am i seriously feeling jealous from maha?
With all my love, Dalal. xo
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